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Tuesday, February 21st, 2006

Subject:my how this week already sucks...and its only tuesday
Time:6:55 pm.
Mood: uncomfortable.
so yea i woke up at 230 this morning with a splitting face ache...i say face ache cause it was my whole right side, apparantly i have an abcessed tooth..yippie! which totally means root canal...scary...so this morning at 9 i wake up again in pain, called dentist and had him take a look..yep..root canal...he gave me some antibiotics and some hydros and said hey you also have some more cavities..blah! fuck teeth....so i go have lunch with my mom and then drive all the way home when i realize i have lost my scripts and referal papers, so i drive all the way back to my mom's work and not there either, i then go to resturant that we attended and had them search through thier trash...no such luck....so i had to drive all the way back to dentist to get the scripts redone and look like a total jerk while they made them....so then i have to call and sch. root canal with an endodontist... i cant get in until march 10th!....pain till march 10th...that blows...on top of that i have to go to gyno next wed. and back to the dentist again next thursday to fill cavities that i have....these next two weeks are gonna blow!...except there will be a little light on the end...NIN is march 13th..yeah! and to top it all off im moving this week, have to be out by this monday and im far from it...some one shoot me...
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Wednesday, February 8th, 2006

Subject:i have flaming red hair
Time:10:11 pm.
havent updated in while, moving soon.stressed. sad.
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Thursday, January 19th, 2006

Subject:kcus steid
Time:5:22 pm.
ok so im on a diet. it sucks
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Saturday, December 31st, 2005

Subject:fuck you and your non fat latte drinking ass
Time:9:43 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
work sucked like whoa today....nothin but bitches all day long. i hate west knoxville and the prissy ass people that populate it...i would never talk to someone like that....they are the reason im boozin it up right now
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Friday, December 30th, 2005

Subject:just fucking shoot me
Time:6:37 pm.
Mood: stressed.
i am sooooo over never having money...i want out of debt
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Monday, December 26th, 2005

Time:7:19 pm.
Mood: giddy.
went to walmart today...faced the crowd.
i got aqua teen vol 4
pink and black hat box thingy for makeup (1/2) off
crest whitening strips( i got this because of all the starbucks im gonna drink, dont want coffee yellow teeth yuck!)
candle for mom

then went to best buy to buy a dvd, but they didnt have it...sucks
then went to guitar center, didnt get anything there either


i went to the mall and at torrid i bought a black shirt, belt and some shoes. then we went to mandarin house for dinner...
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005

Time:5:30 pm.
Mood: weird.
this is a secret place
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Subject:"slow down im gonna spurt"
Time:4:35 pm.
Mood: okay.
i am sooo stuffed just had dinner at my inlaw's house. it was mega yummy. had ham, potatoes, rolls, and to top it off pineapple cheesecake. to die for. let me tell you...anyways so i got a printer for my laptop, which i dont know if ill even use but its pretty nice, it has a scanner and everything and also we got a mattress pad for our fouton. way to go so now i can watch tv without a pole going up my ass.. whoopie...in other news ive tallied it up and i recieved 3 total gift cards to star bucks.in total 100$worth of star bucks..geesh do i really go on about coffee or something? who knew? i also got a coffee maker..so pretty much this next year i will start a feindishly savage caffine addiction. way to go family. kind of a bummer. the one thing i asked for no one got for me. go figure. aqua teen dvd vol 4, but dont worry i have gift cards. it shall be mine....

oh well maybe im gonna go see a movie to night or something. right now im gonna go take a nap with my sick rat....
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Subject:day of...so far...or otherwise known as extended family viewing
Time:1:31 pm.
Mood: hungry.
ok so last night i couldnt sleep. not because of the sheer anxiety of waiting for santa, but just because i kept coughing my head off...i got up like 3-4 times last night...finally went to sleep. woke up this morning at 900 and got ready went to my grandma's house. she was there with my little cousin's, and they were all playing with thier cute christmas toys. i gave my grandma her sweater and candles, which she loved. and then we had one of the best talks i have ever had with her, i am really glad i went over there. she gave me some money and some towels and bath soap. really nice of her. shes a nice lady. i just wish more people would appreciate her, especially myself....


i went to my dad's house. and saw him and his wife and my step brother and sister. i didnt know my sister was going to be there so i didnt bring her anything which i feel ultra bad for but hey. how was i suppose to know. so from my dad i got 200$ a starbucks gift card, a movie theater gift card, and a bunch of candy and junk in a stocking, sat around gave him his shirts i bought him and debbie her jacket and candle and then i had to leave to go to my step_dad's mom's house....step grandma


at step_grandma's house--i wasnt there too long. i havent seen these people in a year or two. i gave her a hug and she gave me a 50$ starbucks card and a 50$ target card, i talked to molly a whole bunch and then to my cousin james who is now an emo/goth type with hair too long and too shaggy. but thats ok. talked about guitars, records, and junk with george and james.. had a pretty ok time, i was really nervous about going over there cause i fell guilty for only seeing them on holidays. but oh well....

so now...

i am at my inlaw's house awaiting my sick husband to get out of bed, we for some reason or other spent the night over here last night and now he wont get out of bed. hhehe i got him sick cause i have been sick for a few days and we had sex quite a lot so i knew he was going to get it.oh well he should have known better. but hey atleast we used a condom! j/k well anyways im gonna go wake him up so we can open presents here and have a great dinner.....i hope everyone's day is going as well as mine...

here i stand...hypocritical me
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Time:12:05 am.
Mood: pensive.

[ ] I think I'm really attractive.
[x] I prefer winter over summer.
[x] I am a geek.
[xxx] I am a shopaholic.
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[x] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys.
[x] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[x] I smoke socially.
[x] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[x] I get drunk easily.
[x] I do "drug(s)".
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[x] I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[ ] I am religious.
[x] I am not religious but have morals.
[x] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[x] I am hardworking.
[ ] I loved Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind.
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[ ] I speak more than two languages.
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[x] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[x] I have a regular income.
[ ]I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[x]I pay my own bills.
[ ] I rely on my parents for money.
[x] I can cook.
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidiness is a must in my life.
[ ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[x] I am fashion-conscious.
[x] I have good taste.
[x] People tell me I have good taste.
[x] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
[ ] I am good at sports.
[x] I am good at certain sports.
[ ] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[x] I am creative.
[ ] I am extremely artistically inclined.
[ ] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[x] I eat when I'm upset.
[ ] I cannot adapt to change.
[ ] I am interested in politics.
[x] I have shoplifted.
[x] I download MP3s.
[x] I have done underage drinking.
[ ] I have gone underage clubbing.
[ ] I can dance reasonably well.
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[x] I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
[ ] I can sing.
[x] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[x] I can swim.
[x] I enjoy surveys.
[x] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[ ] I keep a journal.
[ ] My teachers don't like me.
[ ] I enjoy controversy.
[ ] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[ ] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[x] I have tattoos.
[ ] I've been in a nudist colony.
[ ] I'm not sure if I want to have children.
[ ] I'm not sure if I'll get married.
[xduh] I know who I will marry.
[ ] Someone has a crush on me.
[x] I am interesting.
[x] I am a good liar.
[x] People enjoy talking to me.
[x] I annoy people from time to time.
[ ] I am a born leader.
[ ] I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
[x] I've snuck out of the house.
[ ] I enjoy felching.
[ ] I have a foot fetish.
[x] I have a shoe fetish
[ ] I watch Sex And The City.
[x] I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
[ ] I want to be J Lo.
[x] I cut myself.
[x] I have cut myself.
[x] I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
[x] I hate popular people.
[ ] I think cheerleading is a sport.
[ ]I am photogenic.
[x] I live in Chucks. (or vans)
[ ] I think graffiti is art.
[ ] I have dated a criminal.
[x] I have been cheated on.
[x] I have cheated on someone.
[x] I have a temper.
[x] I like playgrounds.
[ ] I dance in the rain.
[ ] I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
[ ] I have tanlines.
[x] My favourite color is pink.
[x] My favourite color is black.
[ ] I would classify myself as emo.
[ ] I am musically inclined.
[x] I like listening to music.
[ ] I like music-blasting cars.
[x] Thongs are comfortable.
[x] I like flip-flops.
[x] I know what monogamy is...
[ ] ... and I believe in it.
[x] I want to be a social worker when I grow up.
[x] I have sibling[s].
[ ] My siblings annoy me
[ ] I think South Park is funny.
[ ] I prefer Google
[x but not very long due to knee injury] I can sit Indian Style
[x](not a real one) I own a cat
[x] I plan on owning more.
[x] I read a lot.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've let someone cheat off of me on a test.

Have you ever...
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed someone.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone
[ ] got hit by a car.
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[ ] went ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[x] had a car
[x] totalled a car

DO YOU ...
[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] think you're attractive.
[ ] have a dog.
[ ] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[ ] listen to underground hip hop
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] have hobbies
[ ] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[ ] have slippers
[ ] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager

[ ] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] okay.
[ ] Handsome.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[x] realistic.
[x] sick.
[ ] mad.
[ ] lazy.
[ ] single
[x] taken.
[x] looking.
[ ] not looking
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die
[x] horny.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
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Saturday, December 24th, 2005

Subject:oh joy
Time:11:15 pm.
Mood: anxious.
i am really nervous about going to my dad's tomorrow. i dont really go see him much anymore, usually only when there is some kind of holiday. it makes me feel really guilty. i dont know if they will like the gifts that i have bought but i didnt have much money this year. im kinda in a hole if you know what i mean. i spend too much money on too much shit. its actually kind of sad. i cannot wait until im out of debt, if i ever get out of debt that is. i have about 8 more payments left on my truck. and i have a couple k's on credit card debt. joys of being a college twenty something...credit card debt. it is crazy, luckily i learned early and i only have like 2000 in debt i know people that are a lot worse...thank goodness i dont. i would be miserable. i know i am now.

i was thinking to day, bad thoughts as usual. about what it would be like to be single again. start new. i would be terribly lonely but would it be worth it. sometimes my husband gets all over my nerves... and sometimes hes a flat out dick face...but i love him. i guess i still love him...i dont know anymore. i know i shouldnt say that but there it is. in black and white. what a merry christmas statement that would be. merry christmas i dont love you anymore, no wonder i dont work for hallmark. but all jokes aside i do care for him. its just hard to be in a single relationship as long as we have, partly because we have grown so accustom to each other. were too close to be a part but too close to thouroughly enjoy each other. i dont think you understand what i mean unless you are there for yourselves or have been there. it is a very defining moment to say the least.

and now im looking at the clock, waiting for that last thiry minutes before its finally xmas. i know if i was a kid right now i would be praying for the time to fly. but now i really dont care if time stood still. funny how that works. i really dont like christmas. i wish i could stop it from ruining my winter.

i know many of you are casting me to hell for that comment i just made. so let me do the honors myself by saying good night...sleep tight....dont let santa rape you in the night... j/k
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Time:10:38 pm.
im in a foreign land.
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Subject:stuff xmas eve
Time:10:11 pm.
Mood: guilty.
50$ walmart card
50$ torrid card
stand mixer
senseo coffee maker
mixing bowls
knife sets x2
40$ cash money
carving board
egyptian cotton sheets (brown)

i feel like a hypocrite
i am not christian but i participate in the most christian tradition....why might you as, peer pressure...thats why.
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Time:11:34 am.
Mood: sick.
i have been born again.
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